This is my apology.

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This is my apology.

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I came to realize over the past couple weeks that i've changed from the person i used to be, and i honestly dont like it.. Im posting this to apologize to the people i have a) hurt b) disappointed and c) angered in any way.

Word, im sorry for making fun of you for not having pRu active.. I remember back in the day when we use to have a blast me in ID and you in pRu, in our wars.. I miss those days, and i miss us being relatively tight. Im sorry for this bullshit i've said to you, and im looking to repair and broken wounds.

SineWav, im sorry if you took offense to what happened in pickup the other day, was merely a joke, and wasnt meant to bother you or bring a negative affect to the "team". Ill try to refrain from making jokes around you or saying stuff when you are fighting as you seem to have a major problem with it :), so im sorry for all the shit i've said to you since then and sorry for the way i've treated you.

Liz, I dont have much of an apology for you accept for tweaking on you after ladle the other day, i should of been the bigger man, and let what u said go.. I dont appreciate you banning me from forums and using my account to make it seem like im a homosexual, (not that there is anything wrong with being gay or lesbian i believe it is your opinion to be so) but i am not one. And also please dont spam me during ladle again, thats just wrong. And i know u would ****** tweak if i did it to you..

Meet Your Maker - Overall this is my biggest apology, i feel like i disappointed you all, i was YOUR leader, and i left the clan out of frustration with another member, and did some horrible shit while leaving.. I cant apologize any more to all of you then i already have. And i wish you all the best!

Crazy Tronners - I also feel like i let you down, i left for the wrong reasons, i left because i felt like there was no activity and no determination or will to improve, and i should've tried to stay and help that out.. (even though i dont see how i could've but i should've tried to find a way!)

Everyone else i pissed off - I cant remember everyone i have probably pissed off from something i said that was most likely meant as a joke, but i realized that jokes can still hurt, and saying "Oh it was just a joke" doesnt change the fact that it was still said.. So i am extremely sorry to all of you, for the drama i either caused while playing that makes the game unenjoyable etc...

I just want to mend the problems i have with some of you, cause the game is unenjoyable when i feel people dont like me or anything, and thats the last thing i want is people not to like me.. And i've done things that might of caused you not to, thats why im apologizing and taking responsibility for MY actions.

Lastly, i know some of you think im one cocky **********, but when it all comes down to it, it is just trash talk.. I am my BIGGEST critic, and i know im not the best nor am i anywhere close, i make too many mistakes, and i die too much.. But i understand what i need to do and im confident i can, so mostly me saying "oh bitch leggo ill kick your ass" is me just trying to taunt you and **** with you, because deep down i know im not where i want to be, and i need to improve..

This is my coming to jesus moment, i dont expect all of you to just be like "OK GAZELLE!", cause thats not how it works, but i do know that im going to try my best to prove that im going to change, and not be some "asshole" that some of you think i am.. And that i was starting to become, cause thats no the person i am, nor the man i want to grow up to be.

Thanks, Love you all
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I hope the apology is sincere, and that u're being sincere with yourself with this. I kindof feel it's not since you mentioned Liz when it's obvious u still have grudges with her. That's the only thing that makes me think this could be just for the public, just fake. Anyway, in the name of CT apology accepted, you only hurt yourself if you're lying.

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Out of curiosity, did you post this specifically on that date? If so, readers and away-ritsuka deserve a few words from you as well.

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Hope all of your conflict gets resolved.

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Gaz wrote:This is my coming to jesus moment
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Please list all your aliases Jesus.

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epsy wrote:Please list all your aliases Jesus.
That is so titan!
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epsy wrote:Please list all your aliases Jesus.
Christ, Savior, Messiah, Shepherd, Rich (some Eastern influence from Japan here), Son of the Holy Spirit, Son of Joseph, Son of God, and a few more I forgot.
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OK, although I have no clue concerning the cause of this. As I've replied whenever you said the stuff related to pru, it didn't really hurt me anyway.

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Jonathan wrote:
epsy wrote:Please list all your aliases Jesus.
Christ, Savior, Messiah, Shepherd, Rich (some Eastern influence from Japan here), Son of the Holy Spirit, Son of Joseph, Son of God, and a few more I forgot.
You forgot JC.

Gaz, apology accepted. I'll never forget you being this immature though, I did expect more from you. When I first started out in sumo, I looked up to you. Now you're just a talented kid with a ruined tron career, trying to fix it with some big words that mean nothing.
Well, best of luck for your future. You definitely lost a lot more than a clan by leaving mYm. I hope you'll remember this when it comes to making the right decision again.
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(not that there is anything wrong with being gay or lesbian i believe it is your opinion to be so)
It's an opinion to be gay? Oh god, I hope none of the homosexuals from tron read this.


You seem to think people in MYM dislike you because you left, this is false. Nuby left MYM too and nobody hated him for it, we understood and wished him the best in his tron career... the difference between him and you however- you tried to get in RD by giving them access to our private section. As a former 'leader', that was entirely disrespectful to the people who saw you as a friend. If you left cause of me (you have like 6 different conflicting stories so who knows), I don't really care, there was legit NO reason to screw over the rest of the members.


Anyways, gl with your path to jesus.

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Vogue wrote:
(not that there is anything wrong with being gay or lesbian i believe it is your opinion to be so)
It's an opinion to be gay? Oh god, I hope none of the homosexuals from tron read this.
I saw that and contemplated responding, but didn't want to derail another apology thread over something that was meant to be good. Now that it's out here, yes; that is one wretched sentence. Sexuality is not one's opinion. Not all opinions are by definition equally good; say, if they contradict established facts, and even more so if they also cause a lot of damage. While we're on this subject, take the opinion that it's a choice to be gay. It's as inane as the claim that birds choose to fly but really shouldn't. Do you really value that opinion or is it just to maintain your façade of tolerance, even in the face of intolerance?

Now I'm out of here, getting ready to call emergency services if this thread does light on fire.
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Was thinking about pointing that out too, but refrained from it for the same reason.

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it will... eventually... burn..

pyrric, how come you accept his apology and still insult him in the same post? makes no sense, accept it or not but don't be hypocritical

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That's actually a good question. At first, I just wanted to accept his apology and add a little comment, but eventually it turned into an insult.
I think I just felt the need to say those things. Or you could say I needed to pop the pimple so it'll be able to recover (sorry, no better metapher came to my mind)

I will accept his apology so this flamewar ends. I'm not looking for fight in tron, getting this over with is my priority.
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