Although some of it is immaturity, I wonder, seriously now, if a lot of the angry venting stems from genuine frustration with the state of the world. Not "the world is a bad place and I hate you and everyone in it," but "there are a lot of big things going on and I'm not involved the way I'd like to be, that is, helping people overcome suffering."gawdzilla wrote:why everyone's fighting in this topic is beyond me
I've been watching the world much closer than normal because, let's face it, there have been some serious global events unfolding over the last few days and weeks. After reading the news I find myself quite bothered, but it's because I feel helpless and confined; and that in turn makes me feel a little useless. No one likes to feel useless. I wonder how many of us look at the pictures of devastated Japan and think "I have food and water right here in my house, if only I could share it with these people, now."
I'm going to spend some time over the next few weeks looking into humanitarian aid organizations and see if there is a place for me in these systems. Maybe by helping others I can expunge my selfish desire to feel useful.
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